Today turned out to be a bad day for me. It started out with work work work. No big deal. Until a bizarre accident happened to my child. And I'd describe it to you... but it's just not easy to explain without... well. Anyhow... It was bizarre. Caused me to freak out. Have a worst mom of the day award and I've been ridden with guilt. i know accidents happen. But this happened because I was too involved in my own work to pay enough attention to her. I know it happens. But when an accident makes you try to figure out if it's the ER or the Dr... you kinda feel the guilt. At least i do. So... lets see... 4 slices of pizza later AND a burger king chicken grilled sandwich value meal medium... soda and fries and all... Yeah... that's all I've eaten all day... and enough calories to send me into overload for the rest of the week.
Thankfully kiddo will be ok. But every time i hear it hurts mommy or she screams in pain when I apply the antibiotic ointment... makes me feel all the more guilty and is enough to make me cry.
So... yeah.... bad, bad day for me.
As you can tell... i don't handle guilt AT ALL!!!
Luckily tomorrow is a new day.
Always,
Jules
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Awww, that sucks! I'm glad to hear your baby is ok! I think most of us use food as a comfort (I know I do) so don't beat yourself up about it. Tomorrow is another day! :)
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