I'm sitting here this morning thinking of all the profound things I could say and all I can think of is getting thru the B's in my music library so i can see what new songs to add the workout mix. All i can think of is how I wish i could quit my job, I wish my To-Do list would blow away. I wish I could just leave for my walk/run and never come home or flip side come home and have it all go away. And before you start to ask yourself, is she having a bad day? Before you tell youself geez, she's a dreamer!
NO! I'm having a good day. And yes I am a dreamer! :) I'm just about ready to go for my walk/run and I feel good. I took yesterday off and I feel fine for it. I feel great! I just don't want to do deal with the reality of my daily life. It's building up with crappy things to do and I just don't wanna. I feel like a toddler screaming in a hissy fit of frustration; only I'm being more quiet about it.
Here's my REAL problem. I am a thinker and a procrastinator. When I'm seriously motivated a train can't stop me; i seriously could pull that train to it's destination with my shear will. When I'm procrastinating an ant could stop me. Literally step on my toe and hold me in place stop me. :) I even see this trait forming in my daughter, holy geezuss! I'm in trouble! :) The thinker part means I've got a list of things I'm building to tell you all about... but I'm procrastinating! hehehehehehe!!!
So I'll go for my walk/run and see if I'm ready to enlighten myself because really, that's what this blog does for me. It enlightens my outer me as to what is going on in the mind of the inner, real me. :)
Always,
Jules
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I know I know. Blogging is the best way to really focus on what you wish you could be doing better- to then (hopefully) be better able to focus on that. I think it is great how much you get out and move around. Its no small thing!
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